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Tuesday, December 22, 2009

die die die.

them three, they look alike man.

i know my kind.

this is my kind.

this shouldnt be happening.

QUIT.

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Wednesday, November 25, 2009

this blog is meant for me to vent my frustrations.

they are mostly frustrations.

1% of my life is in here.

the other 99% which consists of happiness is being lived to the absolute fullest is not recorded here.

i am, however, extremely content and very happy with my life.

and i love kevin.

and i just shat in my pants

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Tuesday, November 17, 2009

hello there.

this is one time in a very long time i am going to blog about, NOTHING.

like, those kind of people who blog everyday and like, "today i this and that" .

boring!

but yes, it is very boring.

ive just done my online portfolio.

very lazy to create a print one.

will do that this week.

go sunshine plaza and print all.

oh and gotta email eugene about job! yay.

THIS IS A VERY BORING ENTRY.

its not eve kevin-initiated.

ive been waiting for this time of the year.

why is it like this?

CAUSE ITS BEEN RAINING.

how to suntan like that?

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Friday, November 13, 2009

eh. seriously. control your bitch.

so self absorbed she doesn't think before she TYPE.

and you can have all the time in the world to think before typing.

i hope they break up soon.

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Wednesday, November 11, 2009

i am very afraid. yesterday was one of the best nights ever.

and i realise how very much influened we are by movies and television series.

not saying i didnt know before.

im saying, how much.

i watched "How I Met Your Mother".Barney and Robin broke up.

very nicely.

i started thinking, what if Kevin and I broke up.

Then, I watched gossip girl.

biggest shock of my life when olivia, dan and vanessa did a effing threesome.

wth?

Then, i started thinking, what if kevin and i did a threesome with some other girl.

I'd get jealous, no?

Seriously, right now, if i saw Kevin kissing another girl...

I'm not lesbian or anything.

but wouldn't it be an experience we should try before we die?

I remembered that awesome night and i really don't want to share that with anyone.

Then what if it was two guys and a girl?

I don't think i want to see anyone else's australia.

Another very influential movie is "Borat", my goodness.

I find myself a little annoyed when my friend give that accent and say "very nice" or "high five" but at that point in time, its just so fitting to say it. its funny.

i am a very confused person.

oh, and i found another friend who is a very good person.

i hope he finds what hes looking for.

the girl will be very lucky to have him.

hes smart, charming and good-looking.

youd think it wouldnt be hard for him.

but hes picky.

in a good way.

hes like hatsuee.

he just so reminded me of hatsuee.

i miss hatsuee.

my fellow alto.

i miss choir.

but i dont miss the time spent there.

i love my saturdays.

and i so very love kevin.

so enough of this breaking up and threesome thoughts.

enough of mr hatsuee.

Serena must stop seeing Trip Van Der Bilt.

He is a married congressman.

1130, i need to get ready for my presentation.

what do i say in those 5 mins? i dont know.

i may screw it up.

its different when you're alone.

not with your group mates.

i am so very afraid.

i am not doing well in school.

and with my GPA, i cannot hope for a degree course.

i will find out more on that.

toodles, sparklehorse.

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Thursday, October 29, 2009

excellent. now i have to research on normal cars, eco cars and all the other types of cars out there.

then i add eco to this flying one, re-design the outside and thats done.

next, is that the solution? whats the problem?

or, no solution or problem, its a hey-check-this-out! thing. so pay us to come sit in it for 30 mins with a tour round sentosa!

so besides posters and ticket stubs, what do you do?

- newspaper clipping.?

looks like i totally forgot about my sparklehorse.

youve always been around. and i only notice you when i need you.

i wanna go for the camp. but its the 29th and i fear time may not be too kind.

im more stressed than ive ever been in weeks.

which is a good thing.

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Thursday, October 22, 2009

aww, guys. seriously.

you're just too sweet.

stop it.

youre smothering me.

thanks so much for wishing me.!

i love yall! even though you guys only saw it on facebook.

officially the worst ever i think.

i think its the second one.

hopefully, this sunday isnt like this.

i have very high hopes. but im trying to put it aside and forget them.

its very difficult.

and hes sleeping.

hes always sleeping.

but he tried but its just not good enough.

i kind of want out. but. i dont.

and quite a few times i peed in the school toilet without locking by cubicle.

the shock of peoples faces as well as my imagined shocked face in my head is hilarious yet, cause its me, outrageously embarrassing. i need t concentrate on what im doing and get my head out of the clouds.

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Friday, September 11, 2009

10 months into the relationship.

its surprisingly long.

and strangely enough, im behaving like a secondary school kid.

i know it but i cant stop it.

its driving me insane.

i tried to see of he'd miss me if i didnt mg him for a few days.

it worked.

but only because he knew i was upset with him.

this time, he doesnt know.

very subtle.

i tried to not contact him.

its sooo hard.

and hes definitely not finding this as hard as how im finding it to be.

fuck.

this means he wins and i lose.

and the line above this means ive been watching too much HIMYM.

those guys are retarded man.

anyhoo, im finding it real tough and hes out having fun like how he always is.

i need fun.

he was supposed to be my fun.

no, ive decided.

im gonna get a bunch of girls and go friggin clubbing.

yea.

clubbing.

yea right.

man, i dont have friends for this. i need to get drunk with a bunch of people.

thatll really confirm get him to miss me like fuck.

maybe a bunch of hot guys.

oh, another, yea right.

me, hot guys.

the only hot guy i talk to is him la.

and hes not even way way wayyyyy hot.

know what i mean.

i wish i was able to control myself.

make him want me soo damn bad.

even back then, hes just way too cool about it.

and probably because im such a slut about this.

ARGH.

i will control myself.

im not even gonna call him tmr.

humpft.

fly away love 12:09 AM

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Thursday, August 27, 2009

5 fucking days.

dont make me feel like an idiot la.

why have i been feeling like this?

missing you so much.

its for you to study what.

and everytime, youre sleeping, helping with papers, or whatever.

everything except studying.

okay la, you studied for like one day la.

then i dont really have to not see u for a whole week right?

i dont have to feel how i feel now right?

conclusion.

there was no point of me forcing myself not to meet you.

you werent even studying.

and you still arent mising me.

besides that one msg.

not missing me enough.

and i know.

because YOU DIDNT CALL ME FIRST.

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